我现在所做的要为我的将来负责！所以我还是好自为之，弄清楚现在要干什么吧！

留给自己的时间不多了，所以要在剩下的半年中提高效率，拼搏！

时刻提醒自己！

浮躁是我最大的问题，我一直试图解决，可是总是没有很大的效果。

所以一定要可知自己了！

imagine cup 在意料之中的被淘汰了！

明年有空继续努力。

 

接下来还有很多重要的事情要做。 奋战的路还长着。

Fighting！

 

 

In this farewell,
there's no blood,
there's no alibi.
Cause I've drawn regret,
from the truth,
of a thousand lies.
So let mercy come,
and wash away...

What I've done,
I'll face myself,
To cross out
What I've become,
Erase myself,
And let go of
What I've done.

Put to rest,
what you thought of me.
While I clean this slate,
with the hands of uncertainty
So let mercy come,
and wash away...

What I've done,
I'll face myself,
To cross out
What I've become,
Erase myself,
And let go of
What I've done.

For what I've done,
I start again.
And whatever pain may come,
Today this ends,
I'm forgiving...

What I've done,
I'll face myself,
To cross out
What I've become,
Erase myself,
And let go of
What I've done.

What I've done,
Forgiving what I've done.

 

看了山西事件，心针刺般的痛，可是我却不怀疑在不久我就会把这些痛苦忘掉， 就是这样一如既往地麻木！

是挺忙的，可是忙得内心空虚，好久没有想些事情了，感觉就像机器般每天按部就班的运转。

是悲哀还是什么。。。。。。

可是现在想起来了也被拖得无力再去想什么了！

干涸着。